There was Exit

I was hanging alone,falling from Distance

To a place ,I dint knew

Every thing was moving ,and I had no place to go

World of Sadness,I choose to explore

Wanted to know how dense it can be ,that it dared to break me to this core

Why I was not able to fight ,irrespective of being Right

It was dark steep street

With stinking narrow lanes

Every way I turned,I sawanother huge wall

Darkness literally haunted my soul

My life seemed dead,when I felt salty water over My eye’s edge

Those tears made my way blurred

I slipped,I flipped,,I even crawled

But did not allow me even once to fall

Moving ahead I felt blood less: lonely and lost

I collapsed with Grief

Thatended my peace

Negativity came from back and stabbed my back

But could not destroy strength of my heart

Bythe time I got free from its clutches

Diabolically ,Depression entered

And held my feet

I felt out of the way  and wrong

I couldnot judge ,who  was genuine ,and who was cheating me on

My blues gotdark

My pain was acute

Bad words they spoke ,kept spinning y world

Felt broken down I body ached

Cuffed to a pole ,I tried surging on the path of evil

I  was grisly terrified

“when there was entry, how could be there no exit space”

This thought made me strong,though  i was bleeding but I felt some energy on

Looked around ferociously

And I knew this fact

That I wont give up on my smile

Since no one is worth my precious life

I fought with my inner demons

Though they were quite strong

They tried making me cry

I closed my eye

I could not kill them but wounded them 

Not allowing them to attack me while I was moving on

I am out,the journey was nasty

May  be life takes me there againbut I wil know its not  forever…its not the end….

happiness and Peace  is yet to come …