Sometimes loss of meaningful
conversation makes you biased
in your perception .even while encountering reality we tend to close our
Eyes.
I admit It has been unfair on my part to favor on basis of gender
through my writing . i realized feelings are not dependent on being a
male or female
its individuality that ,matters ..not the softness of hand but softness
of
heart matters!!!!
Truth is not always what you want to hear, it
not always bitter too
Tears not always mean misery
Silence not always means “YES”
Feminity not always means liking babies or
flowers
Love happens once is “out of course”
Being lonely can be a choice
Best support system not necessarily means
opposite sex
Thinking of some one doesn’t necessarily mean
missing that some one
Moving on doesn’t always mean moving Away
There is always an exception to rules
Thinking while driving can be” injurious to health” but who
cares
Often injurious things allure. And strange connection thread takes you from one
end of corner to other...not always serious discussions can be meaningful but
at times the most craziest talk brings out the fact that lived deep inside you
and you didn’t even realize that even this is one of yours shade. We Human
being are mystry.we keep on living with
a fixed thought for us and some one
suddenly comes and shakes our world and make us surprise bcz of his/her presence oozes out a part of us even
we were un known ,sometime positive sometime negative . ..Unnamed Relationship
are best..cauz they don’t demand…
refresh mind sees new
angle .
you care to listen because the person has no vested interest
in you .
Most of what I pen down is my observation around me they take me to
different world of contradictions and I
just put down all I have in my clumsy mind, not always there is solution but there
are different strings attached to it ..Modern
world is an expensive place to stay in all prospective .
Endless lies we tell our
self .and we even convince that its not
lie …as per us life has made us very
strong and practical .with previous experiences ,of course it did .but
you know
what - every time we are hurt again it pains similar as first time , we
may
learn to be less expressive about it but pain doesn’t lower down ever
…every
broken relationship breaks a lil part within us, never to be healed
again its
like suppose your knee cap gets broken it is replaced by the new
artificial organ .it fits in well and works better then Real . but
you know its not real. similarily that
broken part within you learns to
function but that vacuum is always
there .we gotta accept it …
Habit of blaming our self for whatever goes wrong in our relationship
with second person .and come up with solace line that I deserved it, I am too difficult,
too complicated ,he/she tried but I
couldn’t handle ,or I acted weird . it so because we don’t want that person to
be called wrong even to our self because that soul is so special to us that we choose
not to
see his/her side wrong and to justify that we take all the blame on our
head ,
Often we think what we could have done to ease the situation,
but not what she/he could have done .we say the other person tried but never
realize that we almost killed our self to make it work but no body bothered
even to notice it. Our reactions mattered not their actions
Long time back some one said to me ,hearing
No is not easy ,you need to have big heart to take no to which i
replied even saying "No is not easy" . But now i say saying NO is not
fun but hearing NO is absolutely not done .handling
rejection is just not easy .two letters N and O changes your life
depends on
which side of table you are, receiving
end or giving side …
If some one wants to go, Let him/her.And know it, there was
no strength in your bonding, better now then later ,
you might stop the tear at eye corner or edge but cant
control your mind not flashback
Those” sweet Lines” which dragged you to get close when you
had no such intention !
Those eyes which expressed immense love and same pair of eye shows disgust
Who never stopped
from complimenting you now only knows your worst.
.Moving out turns so difficult since you had submerged
yourself so deep in it ..You trusted those eyes those words and more over you
believed in the word FOREVER.. lol thinking of this word I cant help giving a sarcastically
smile …and lil beap J
The eyes which desperately use to search you, now avoids to
look at you
One who followed you now changes his way if by chance sees
you
To whom you meant the world, now you are out of his world
And you don’t even know why
Pain is not being abandoned pain is not knowing the reason
specially from the one who knows your weakness about it
At times old conversation makes you smile and suddenly
tiptoed feeling of humiliation comes it feels like you have been mocked upon
and then suddenly “miss goodness” prevails and says “No No he/she hasn’t
changed his /her situations made him do it .once agin my favourite dialog “ one
who loves you truly would do anything to get you ,irrespective of any situation
and circumstances “ never make way for any one to return ..let the other person
do it…
At times we all come across a situation when we need a push to move ahead
because we want to but we are not able to.lil push can help us move away if not move on ..
Worst is when you go blank with your dreams ,that is when
you know yourdreams but cant see any one who can fit in that dreams and you
find yourself unfit for anyone’s dream…..
Its not about being a man or a woman ….it can is the one who
has loved more
Because my theory says love is never equal on both sides
…its always more at one end
So who has more would suffer more J
Because that lilleftover that stays
Often tickles ,disturbs, engulfs : your NOW
